SICK. T.T

When I arrived home last night from a 2-10 shift duty, at around 11:45 in the evening, I already knew that I wasn't feeling well. So i directly told my father about it. So he gave me a medicine.

The next morning, I woke up at exactly 6am for I want to scan my notes in Rizal because we have a scheduled quiz today, so I got up on my bed and eagerly look for my Rizal manual.. As I was reading it, I feel like I'm going to vomit so I immediately rushed to the bathroom and tada! yuck* . :P

So guess what. I'm not able to attend my classes today . :| I really want to go to school. SERIOUSLY. NO JOKE. 'coz I have to pass my homework in Med.Surg. but unfortunately as I have said awhile ago. I missed my classes for today. Maybe I can just borrow the notes of my classmates for this day.

Sometimes I ask myself why did I took up NURSING. It's so hard. SUPER. :|
But day by day.. I'm trying to accept the mere fact that this is my fate. And I have to face it until I graduated and pass the board exam. And I know that at the end of the day, I will also LOVE this profession as much as you do guys nursing people. If others can, why can't I?! HAHAHA.

GOODTHING. THERE'S ALWAYS MY BABY TO COMFORT ME WHEN I'M ALREADY PISSED! OF MY DAY. :) <3

LOVING YOU. ^_^

I'm so happy i have HIM in my life. eventhough arguments isn't unusual to us. i know in our hearts that its always been a part of every relationship.. and so as ours. :)

now i've realized how important he is to me.. ^_^ and no one can ever imagine how grateful i am because he is with me.. and the best thing? I KNOW WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH.

Hindrances? the fvck! i dont care. i'll kill every person who's gonna cause problem to us. seriously! HAHAHA!

i hate "sawsawers" u know... hahaha.

godnyt for now.

STAY IN LOVE PEOPLE!

<3

i feel so bad. but i can help but to just cry a little. :'(

i know to myself that i almost done everything just to make things right. just put things in a right way. but maybe my best wasn't good enough.

i know it's hard to expect. maybe that's my mistake. i expect a lot. that's why i end up crying. helpless. no choice but to endure the pain.

sometimes i realize why life is so cruel. to the point that i even hate God. my sin. :(

maybe the so called LIFE for me isn't that planned so right. and maybe.. just maybe. i have to accept the fact that i'll always be the LOOSER.. :'(


I JUST HATE MYSELF. URGH.

just woke up. my whole body aches .. huhu. dunno why..

maybe because of the party i attended the other day .. wew!

it was really tiring yet so fun! No one got drunk and that's the best part. :) im with my friends and my boyfriend. its Eufemia Emilyn Pabriaga's ( FAME'S ) 18th birthday! We stayed at their house at about 10pm and quickly go to a "house" to change clothes then go to The LOUNGE FOR THE GIMIK.

Buy unfortunately. when we lay down on the bed, we felt so lazy and tired and we fell asleep. we woke up 2am so we decided to just continue with our sleep and postponed the gimik and reset it the other day.

the next morning. we go home at i think, 8am in the morning.. good thing my mother wasn't angry at me at all. loveyou mama. :)

just woke up!

TOOK A PICTURE OF MINE THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP. :)

wew! just woke up people of the earth! at exactly 7.30 in the morning my eyes are already wide open!

supposedly by this time i must be taking a bath and preparing for my class which will start at exactly 10.30. but unfortunately.

i got lazy and i'm still so sleepy.. :( but few seconds i've realized that i must not skip classes that's why i took a bath. :)

my mother told me to eat my breakfast and go down stairs. but ..after taking bath i lay down on my bed and I fell asleep! not realizing the time..

when i woke up i found out that it's already 9 o'clock in the morning and i might be late for school..

I don't think I can attend my first subject. :(

HAPPY MUCH! ^_^

Just yesterday we broke up. but now we're back in each others arms AGAIN!. ahaha. breakup for us is so normal. we argue bout simple things. but since we both know that we could fix this sooner or later.. one of us already knows what to do after a breakup. of course .. MAKE SOME MOVE!! Gotta take a bath. so hot in here.