MY SPECIAL DAY!

Yesterday was the celebration for my 19th birthday. I don't expect that my mother would cook for me yesterday because she got so busy and has so many appointments to accomplish, so I and my father just went to my doctor and have my eyes checked-up at exactly 10am in the morning. While driving, my father got a text message from my mommah that she's been cooking foods for about 2hours since we left i's a kinda surprise birthday party for me and guests has already arrived. GOTCHA! I was so shocked when I arrived home I saw my uncles and aunts already there and singing a birthday song for me. So I immediately texted my friends to come over so we can have some partying at that time. I picked them up at 5pm and we arrived at my crib at 5:30. With me are my friends Nicole, Grace, Valerie, Zane, Joana, Brodz and the love of my life, my boyfriend. :) After eating dinner we proceed in the 2nd floor of our house to have some private conservations and talk about some matters. And then I plugged-in the magic sing so that while chatting, some of them will sing a song for me. Some of them left at about past 8pm and some slept in our house and decided to go home the next day. My fiends Zane, Brodz and my boyfriend slept in our house for a night. My parents already known my boyfriend for quite a long time and they're open with it being with me the whole night because they trusts us so really. It was a day fun-filled and laughters. My boyfriend washed the dishes and he also clean up the house after party. I feel so grateful being with the people I treasure the most especially on my special day. I'm looking forward for a deeper friendship with them and I'm already contented with what I have now and with the people who loves me for what I am. <3

morning!

wew! yesterday's a blast! We had a major major Medical Surgical lecture with Ms. Diana Mahinay. We discussed a lot of topics yesterday and we made it finished before 7;30pm. But some topics aren't tackled yet so we will be having a lecture later in MS from 1:30pm-7:30pm with Ma'am Teruel. I hope we can cope up with it and we can pass our midterm examination nex tweek. Our Nursing Coordinator Ms.Mahinay and Clinical Duty Coordinator Ma'am Teruel needs to handle us for a while because our professor Mrs. Divina Fernandez was rushed to he ER again for she is having a threatened abortion, that is also the reason why we do not have a MS lecture for two weeks. The midterms is near so we have to make things possible by spending much time discussing topics in Medical Surgical Nursing. Unfortunately, it rained so hard yesterday that it caused AGAIN a massive traffic and flood in Marcos Hi-way . My boyfriend called me up and told me that the water already looks like a beach and is already up to their waists. He took off his pants and shoes and hold it by his one hand upright. By only wearing a boxer's shorts he walked and swim from Sta.Lucia to Kingsville Sumulong Hi-way where jeepneys can already pass through and board one. When he arrived at Antipolo proper at Mcdo he was so annoyed by his appearance 'coz he was covered by dark flakes of oil he got from swimming in the flood. He was so wet all over the body and I told him to go home immediately and have her body bathe with alcohol and soap. I'm so thankful he got home safely!

ouch.

hayy.. I have so many problems in life.. But each day I'm trying to deal with it.
'Coz sometimes I don't know how to make things right and go on my way..
Maybe that is the so called "fate". I'ts my fate.. to have this kind of problems in life and God will not give this to me If he thinks I will not be able to solve it all. And for me my effin' problems makes me stronger everytime they hit me.
And I know for sure I have my friends at my back who will always support me when I'm already down.

:))

This day was so tiring yet so full of happiness! I've been walking from 2pm until 4:30pm straight!! my feet hurts REALLY! But it was a bonding of us 5. My girlfriends. Chatting and tripping while checking and looking for the new trends of clothes. It was so fun! 'Coz we never had that kind of bonding since one of us had to transfer to another section, since then, we've never catch up. :(
But at 5pm I have to meet my boyfriend and leave my girlfriends. 'Coz we already have a plan of watching a movie. So that was it, a day full of smiles. I've been with the important people in my life!

SICK. T.T

When I arrived home last night from a 2-10 shift duty, at around 11:45 in the evening, I already knew that I wasn't feeling well. So i directly told my father about it. So he gave me a medicine.

The next morning, I woke up at exactly 6am for I want to scan my notes in Rizal because we have a scheduled quiz today, so I got up on my bed and eagerly look for my Rizal manual.. As I was reading it, I feel like I'm going to vomit so I immediately rushed to the bathroom and tada! yuck* . :P

So guess what. I'm not able to attend my classes today . :| I really want to go to school. SERIOUSLY. NO JOKE. 'coz I have to pass my homework in Med.Surg. but unfortunately as I have said awhile ago. I missed my classes for today. Maybe I can just borrow the notes of my classmates for this day.

Sometimes I ask myself why did I took up NURSING. It's so hard. SUPER. :|
But day by day.. I'm trying to accept the mere fact that this is my fate. And I have to face it until I graduated and pass the board exam. And I know that at the end of the day, I will also LOVE this profession as much as you do guys nursing people. If others can, why can't I?! HAHAHA.

GOODTHING. THERE'S ALWAYS MY BABY TO COMFORT ME WHEN I'M ALREADY PISSED! OF MY DAY. :) <3

LOVING YOU. ^_^

I'm so happy i have HIM in my life. eventhough arguments isn't unusual to us. i know in our hearts that its always been a part of every relationship.. and so as ours. :)

now i've realized how important he is to me.. ^_^ and no one can ever imagine how grateful i am because he is with me.. and the best thing? I KNOW WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH.

Hindrances? the fvck! i dont care. i'll kill every person who's gonna cause problem to us. seriously! HAHAHA!

i hate "sawsawers" u know... hahaha.

godnyt for now.

STAY IN LOVE PEOPLE!

<3

i feel so bad. but i can help but to just cry a little. :'(

i know to myself that i almost done everything just to make things right. just put things in a right way. but maybe my best wasn't good enough.

i know it's hard to expect. maybe that's my mistake. i expect a lot. that's why i end up crying. helpless. no choice but to endure the pain.

sometimes i realize why life is so cruel. to the point that i even hate God. my sin. :(

maybe the so called LIFE for me isn't that planned so right. and maybe.. just maybe. i have to accept the fact that i'll always be the LOOSER.. :'(


I JUST HATE MYSELF. URGH.

just woke up. my whole body aches .. huhu. dunno why..

maybe because of the party i attended the other day .. wew!

it was really tiring yet so fun! No one got drunk and that's the best part. :) im with my friends and my boyfriend. its Eufemia Emilyn Pabriaga's ( FAME'S ) 18th birthday! We stayed at their house at about 10pm and quickly go to a "house" to change clothes then go to The LOUNGE FOR THE GIMIK.

Buy unfortunately. when we lay down on the bed, we felt so lazy and tired and we fell asleep. we woke up 2am so we decided to just continue with our sleep and postponed the gimik and reset it the other day.

the next morning. we go home at i think, 8am in the morning.. good thing my mother wasn't angry at me at all. loveyou mama. :)

just woke up!

TOOK A PICTURE OF MINE THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP. :)

wew! just woke up people of the earth! at exactly 7.30 in the morning my eyes are already wide open!

supposedly by this time i must be taking a bath and preparing for my class which will start at exactly 10.30. but unfortunately.

i got lazy and i'm still so sleepy.. :( but few seconds i've realized that i must not skip classes that's why i took a bath. :)

my mother told me to eat my breakfast and go down stairs. but ..after taking bath i lay down on my bed and I fell asleep! not realizing the time..

when i woke up i found out that it's already 9 o'clock in the morning and i might be late for school..

I don't think I can attend my first subject. :(

HAPPY MUCH! ^_^

Just yesterday we broke up. but now we're back in each others arms AGAIN!. ahaha. breakup for us is so normal. we argue bout simple things. but since we both know that we could fix this sooner or later.. one of us already knows what to do after a breakup. of course .. MAKE SOME MOVE!! Gotta take a bath. so hot in here.